for so long away, now the environment is still awkward
i tried to fit in with the new things, new friends, new housemates,
and perhaps new attitude.
because of all the past, i'm becoming more cautious,
more ignorance, more 'i don't care what is going to happen next'
lately, i felt like i want to quit everything
but i'm thinking again,there are hundred thousands and more unfortunate people
that reminds me of how lucky i am to be right here, right now.
i really hope that i could change something even a small changes that would be enough.