blue as the skies, white as the clouds

my days 2

2012-02-10T09:35:00.000-08:00

annyeong! ^_^

Everyone put your hands up! imma in!

nak mengeluh, mengadu, meluahkan rasa pada entri kali ini..

haih..there it goes..tamat lah episode drama kegemaran di televisyen.

lepas ni goes back to korean dramas.

walaupun sedikit bosan duduk di rumah, tapi tak rindu pada University's life.

at home i felt more calm and comfortable..i don't even have to take care of everybody's feelings.

terus terang, saya sudah mula bosan dengan environment at the University.

the same routines i have to do everyday! terikat dengan tanggungjawab as a student.

money's problems everyday..i have to save up a lot! thinking of the bills, renting payment, streamyx bills, and also top up credits.( i still don't know why semester 3, i spent money for only the rent house so much!).

the mental judgement of people around me..for example, i have to look pretty because it is the real facts the world wants to see.ooooohhhhh!!! i'm tired of it!

the relationships stuff is sucks..malas nak fikir ape orang kata.

as long as i do what i think is the best dan masih menghormati orang lain.

going insane with full pack schedule loaded with hard subjects!..otoke otoke??.. >.<!

Ya Allah, berilah jalan yang terbaik buat ku dan permudahkanlah segala urusanku.Moga makin bertambah kematangan ku untuk berfikir.

now put your hands up! put your hands up! pupupupuput!..

Tentang Rasa

2012-02-08T06:18:00.000-08:00

my days 1

2012-02-04T04:37:00.000-08:00

recently i learnt how to make waffles!
this time i'm using a different recipes..
overall, quite good..a bit better than the recipes i'm using before.
different techniques too..
so, here it is...

topping with honey, butter, choc.

it's good!

my big bro just asking for more!

he's not the kind of likes to eat my cooking's.

so it's a big success for me!

i think i can make this one of my business product one day.

my dream bakery and cake house.

right now, i just have to build my way there.

and experimenting more with various recipes!

hearbeating

2012-01-28T09:11:00.000-08:00

boy you got my heartbeat runnin' away,

beating like a drum and it's coming your way,

can't you hear that

boom badoom boom boom

badoom boom bass

yeah that's the super bass

F

2012-01-26T17:12:00.000-08:00

sakit hati?

angkat kaki bla,

takde masa nak melayan benda childish ni.

jangan berlagak.

any news?

2012-01-23T07:15:00.000-08:00

can someone tell me

what is going on?

it's been like a years late

in fact, i'm away for one day.

bila dah ada kawan depan mata,

masing masing sibuk cari yang lain,

nak berkawan katanya,

habis yang kawan ni?

taknak ke merapatkan lagi hubungan silaturahim?

yelah..dah lumrah..

man will never be satisfied with what they have now,

always want more until infinity,

eh! infiniti melampau sangat

manusia sentiasa mencari sesuatu yang lebih.

sifat yang betul dan elok jika niatnya juga betul dan elok.

2012-01-20T04:51:00.000-08:00

3 flowers

"i love you"

5 flowers

"i love love love you"

"a lily is a symbolic of purity, you're just like the lilies"

should see

2012-01-18T07:22:00.001-08:00

best best best

2012-01-18T04:26:00.000-08:00

don't worry, i'm not a threat

i'm not a maneater

ehem ehem

2012-01-15T17:42:00.001-08:00

haih

2012-01-13T08:37:00.000-08:00

exam week
kalau takde paper..pagi bgon pkul 8pg start study..pkul 11 tertido..pukul 3 bgon..berangan, khayal, berehat sakan..pkol 8 mlm start study bkan sepenuhnya focus..buat keje lain jugak..online, watching television...and so on..until late night..go to bed...begitulah seterusnya..cuma tang bangun tu je tak tentu kadang lmbt bgonnye.

hari ade paper..bangun awal, 6 pg da bgon..check last minute notes..pergi menjawab exam..lepas paper, online lagi..then tertido sambil beronline.. bangon before maghrib..malam enjoy..berehat..release tension..tido..yang penting banyak tido.

sedihnya.

reminder

2012-01-09T22:33:00.000-08:00

be careful

there are always

PEOPLE

waiting for the time we're fall

when the time comes, gather all your pain

and turn it into a force and fight back,

remember..

no one can be truly helpful, unless you help yourself.

2012-01-08T07:53:00.000-08:00

kalau orang tanya kenapa aku diam,

boleh tak aku jawab macam ni

" aku dah malas nak bergaul dengan orang"

2012-01-08T05:06:00.000-08:00

yeah!!!

abang belikan!

at last dapat jugak aku headphone!

HAHA

fufufufufu..

happy!

2012-01-07T16:19:00.000-08:00

i'm so much closer now...i'm waiting until the moment arriving.

good day

2012-01-04T21:02:00.000-08:00

why is the sky so much more blue?

why is the breeze so perfect today?

pretending like i don't know, like i didn't hear a thing

should we pretend to forget and start talking about something else?

should we K so that we won't be able to say anything?

my eyes fill with tears, so i look up

i smile a little so that they won't fall

why are you like this to me, what are you saying?

all the things we talked about have been thrown to the sky

the words i never expected myself to say as i cried

naneunyo oppaga, joheungeol eotteokhae?

[111230] 2011 KBS Gayo Daejun Part 1 (FULL)

2012-01-04T17:52:00.000-08:00

2012-01-04T17:17:00.001-08:00

you said you don't mind

how i looks

how i am

but

what the hell is happening now!!

sucks.

this new year

2012-01-04T06:43:00.000-08:00

10 ways to avoid marrying the wrong person

2011-12-31T00:34:00.001-08:00

1) Do Not Marry Potential: Oftentimes men consider marrying a woman hoping she never changes while a woman considers marrying a man she hopes she can change. This is the wrong approach on both accounts. Don’t assume that you can change a person after you’re married to them or that they will reach their potential. There is no guarantee, after all, that those changes will be for the better. In fact, it’s often for the worse. If you can’t accept someone or imagine living with them as they are then don’t marry them. These differences can include a number of things such as ideological or practical differences in religion, habits, hygiene, communication skills, etc.

2) Choose Character over Chemistry: While chemistry and attraction are no doubt important, character precedes them both. A famous quote follows, “Chemistry ignites the fire, but character keeps it burning.” The idea of falling “in love” should never be the sole reason for marrying someone; it is very easy to confuse infatuation and lust for love. The most important character traits to look for include humility, kindness, responsibility, & happiness. Here’s a breakdown of each trait:

Humility: The humble person never makes demands of people but rather always does right by them. They put their values and principles above convenience and comfort. They are slow to anger, are modest, and avoid materialism.
Kindness: The kind person is the quintessential giver. They seek to please and minimize the pain of others. To know if a person is a giver, observe how they treat their family, siblings, and parents. Do they have gratitude towards their parents for all that they’ve done for them? If not, then know that they will never appreciate what you do for them. How do they treat people they don’t have to be kind towards (i.e. waiters, sales associates, employees, etc)? How do they spend their money? How do they deal with anger; their own anger and their reaction to someone else’s anger?
Responsibility: A responsible person has stability in their finances, relationships, job, and character. You can you rely on this person and trust what they say.
Happiness: A happy person is content with their portion in life. They feel good about themselves and good about their life. They focus on what they have rather than on what they don’t have. They very rarely complain.

3) Do Not Neglect The Emotional Needs of Your Partner: Both men and women have emotional needs and in order for a partnership to be successful those needs must be mutually met. The fundamental emotional need of a woman is to be loved. The fundamental emotional need of a man is to be respected and appreciated. To make a woman feel loved give her the three AAAs: Attention, Affection, & Appreciation. To make a man feel loved give him the three RRRs: Respect, Reassurance, & Relief. It is the obligation of each partner to make sure the other is happy and this extends to intimacy as well. As long as each partner is fulfilled by the emotional needs of the other, the intimate relationship will thrive. When a man takes seriously the emotional needs of his wife she will feel more encouraged to fulfill his sexual desires. Likewise, when a woman takes seriously the emotional needs of her husband he will feel more encouraged to give her the affection, love and appreciation she wants from him. Working together in this way encourages both giving and receiving.

4) Avoid Opposing Life Plans: In marriage you can either grow together or grow apart. Sharing a common purpose in life will increase the chance that you will grow together.

You must know what the person is into. In other words, what are they ultimately passionate about? Then ask yourself, “Do I respect this passion?” “Do I respect what they are into?”
The more specifically you define yourself, i.e., your values, your beliefs, your lifestyle, the better chance you have of finding your life partner, your soul mate, the one you are most compatible with.
Remember, before you decide who to take along on a trip, you should first figure out your destination.

5) Avoid Pre-Marital Sexual/Physical Activity:

Recognize that there is incredible wisdom in why God has ordered us to refrain from intimacy before marriage; they are to prevent great harms as well as to keep sacred what is the most blessed part of a relationship between a man and a woman.
Aside from the obvious spiritual consequences, when a relationship gets physical before its time, important issues like character, life philosophy, and compatibility go to the wayside. Consequently, everything is romanticized and it becomes difficult to even remember the important issues let alone talk about them.
Intellectual commitment must be established before emotional or sexual commitment.

6) Avoid Lack of Emotional Connection: There are four questions that you must answer YES to:

Do I respect and admire this person? What specifically do I respect and admire about this person?
Do I trust this person? Can I rely on them? Do I trust their judgment? Do I trust their word? Can I believe what they say?
Do I feel Safe? Do I feel emotionally safe with this person? Can I be vulnerable? Can I be myself? Can I be open? Can I express myself?
Do I feel calm and at peace with this person?

If the answer is “I don’t know, I’m not sure, etc.” keep evaluating until you know for sure and truly understand how you feel. If you don’t feel safe now, you won’t feel safe when you are married. If you don’t trust now, this won’t change when you are married!

7) Pay Attention to Your Own Emotional Anxiety: Choosing someone you don’t feel safe with emotionally is not a good recipe for a long-lasting and loving marriage. Feeling emotionally safe is the foundation of a strong and healthy marriage. When you don’t feel safe, you can’t express your feelings and opinions. Learn how to identify whether you are in an abusive relationship. If you feel you always have to monitor what you say, if you are with someone and you feel you can’t really express yourself and are always walking on eggshells, then it’s very likely you are in an abusive relationship. Look for the following things:

Controlling behavior: This includes controlling the way you act, the way you think, the way you dress, the way you wear your hair/hijab and the way you spend your time. Know the difference between suggestions and demands. Demands are an expression of control and if the demands are implied, than you must do it or there will be consequences. All of these are clear indications of abusive personalities.

Anger issues: This is someone who raises their voice on a regular basis, who is angry, gets angry at you, uses anger against you, uses put downs, and curses at you, etc. You don’t have to put up with this type of treatment. Many people who tolerate this behavior usually come from abusive backgrounds. If this is the case with you or someone you know, get help right away. Deal with those issues before getting married or before even thinking about getting married.

Beware of Lack of Openness In Your Partner: Many couples make the mistake of not putting everything on the table for discussion from the onset. Ask yourself, “What do I need to know to be absolutely certain I want to marry this person?” “What bothers me about this person or the relationship?” It’s very important to identify what’s bothering you, things that concern you, and things you are afraid to bring up for discussion. Then you must have an honest discussion about them. This is a great way to test the strength of your relationship. Bringing up issues when there’s conflict is a great opportunity to really evaluate how well you communicate, negotiate, and work together as a team. When people get into power struggles and blame each other, it’s an indication they don’t work well as a team. Also important is being vulnerable around each other. Ask deep questions of each other and see how your partner responds. How do they handle it? Are they defensive? Do they attack? Do they withdraw? Do they get annoyed? Do they blame you? Do they ignore it? Do they hide or rationalize it? Don’t just listen to what they say but watch for how they say it!

9) Beware of Avoiding Personal Responsibility: It’s very important to remember no one else is responsible for your happiness. Many people make the mistake of thinking someone else will fulfill them and make their life better and that’s their reason for getting married. People fail to realize that if they are unhappy as a single person, they will continue to be miserable when they are married. If you are currently not happy with yourself, don’t like yourself, don’t like the direction your life is going now, it’s important to take responsibility for that now and work on improving those areas of your life before considering marriage. Don’t bring these issues into your marriage and hope your partner will fix them.

10) Watch Out For Lack of Emotional Health and Availability In Your Potential Partner: Many people choose partners that are not emotionally healthy or available. One huge problem is when a partner is unable to balance the emotional ties to family members, the marriage ends up having 3 (or more) people in it rather than two. An example of this would be if a man is overly dependent on his mother and brings that relationship into the marriage; this is no doubt a recipe for disaster. Also important to consider are the following:

Avoid people who are emotionally empty inside. These include people who don’t like themselves because they lack the ability to be emotionally available. They are always preoccupied with their deficiencies, insecurities, and negative thoughts. They are in a perpetual fight with depression, never feel good, are isolated, are critical and judgmental; tend to not have any close friends, and often distrust people or are afraid of them. Another clear indication about them is they always feel their needs are not getting met; they have a sense of entitlement and feel angry when they feel people should take care of them and they don’t. They feel burdened by other people’s needs and feel resentment towards them. These people can not be emotionally available to build healthy relationships.
Addictions can also limit the level of availability of the partner to build a strong emotional relationship. Never marry an addict. Addictions are not limited to drugs and alcohol. They can be about addictions and dependency on work, internet, hobbies, sports, shopping, money, power, status, materialism, etc. When someone has an addiction, they will not and can not be emotionally available to develop an intimate relationship with you!

Additional Points to Consider:

The fact is no one looks 25 forever. Ultimately, we love the person we marry for more than their appearance. When we get to know someone we love and admire, we’ll love them for their inner beauty and overall essence.
Once we find someone, we consciously or subconsciously want so badly for it all to work that we decide not to question or see what is clearly in front of our eyes: they were rude to the waiter, speaks ill of others, is rude to you, etc. We don’t stop to ask, “What does all of this mean about their character?”
Never separate someone from their family, background, education, belief system, etc. Asking clear questions can clarify this. Ask questions like, “What does it mean to have a simple lifestyle?” “What are your expectations of marriage?” “How would you help around the house?” Compare your definition with theirs.
Be flexible. Be open-minded!
Giving in a happy marriage should not be confused with martyrdom. It should be about taking pleasure and seeing the other person as happy because of your connection with them.
Morality and spirituality are the qualities that truly define someone in addition to beauty, money, and health. The morally upright and spiritual person will stand by your side during adversity and hardship. If someone isn’t God-conscience and doesn’t take themselves into account with God then why should you expect them to fulfill their rights owed to you? The ideal partner is someone who considers giving a gain and not causing a loss. Having a mutual and shared spiritual relationship will foster a successful marriage. Furthermore, a successful marriage is one that keeps the laws of family purity which require a certain degree of self-control and self-discipline, as well as the belief that the physical side of the relationship includes the spiritual and emotional side as well. Finding commonality and balance between the spiritual and emotional aspects of a relationship is a strong key to a healthy and thriving marriage.

The above article was [in part] inspired by and adapted from a presentation by Rabbi Dov Heller, M.A.

it's a rainy day

2011-12-28T23:33:00.000-08:00

goodbye

2011-12-26T02:33:00.000-08:00

Super Junior 슈퍼주니어_Mr.Simple_MUSICVIDEO

2011-12-24T20:20:00.000-08:00

Trouble Maker 'Trouble Maker' M/V

2011-12-24T19:35:00.000-08:00

2011-12-23T20:18:00.000-08:00

just wait until

the same pain

haunted you

kau tu pelik!

2011-12-22T07:48:00.000-08:00

kau sedar tak kau tu pelik

aku tak suka bila kau saiko

dan aku tak suka bila cara kau layan orang

ikut mood kau

hangin satu badan

stop melayan sangat perasaan kau tu

boleh buat orang lain meluat

tau?

nak melayan perangai kau tiap masa

buat aku rasa takde kawan macam kau pun

aku rasa ok

my day =)

2011-12-21T05:47:00.000-08:00

disebabkan dah lama tak berposting

entry for today panjang

kalau nak teruskan membaca silakan..

kalau taknak pun takpe...eh2! silap..mesti baca!!

harini first time ada org puji

shira harini cantiklah..haha

aduh.. perasan sorang sorang dah..HAHAHAHA

happy happy happy

birthday =)

20 December

what to say?

umo dah 20! my teen years are over!

perangai pulak kena ubah mana yang patot.

oh..and this year, my birthday is not celebrated properly.

huh..memang birthday yang paling stress!

dengan kerja lecturers bagi tak sudah sudah

saja je diorang ni

lecturer pun notti jgk kn

time student tgh rilek rilek

taknak pulak kasi kerja

ni bila dah nak final barulah nak bagi projek lumayan dekat student.

ok sudahlah merungut tu.

dalam kesibukan kerja yang menimbun

so suddenly, fon yg sunyi tu berbunyi..

it's says there 'mama' is calling..

"i'll be there after maghrib prayers."

wah!!..gembira hatiku.teruja!

tak sangka..my mom sanggup turun shah alam..

rasa terharu.......

ingat nak cakap' u don't need to come'

tapi mcm rude pulak kn.

so, never mind lah.

at least boleh ilang sikit beban by seeing my family.

but hmm...tak semua ada..

haih..it's okay at least each one of them calling and messaging wishing me..

and i bet more presents coming from people in KL.

including my friends.!! i can't wait to go back.

nak makan SPECIAL.

anda nak tahu?

saat paling seronok ialah apabila keluarga semua berkumpul. =))

and by next year insyaAllah i will have the title 'ahjumma' or aunt..

ha.. itu lagi tak sabar..my first anak buah will be born!!

haaaaa....nampak sangat umur ni dah makin meningkat.

kematangan sangat diperlukan in everything i do and any decision i make.

terima kasih kepada semua yang wishing! sangat sangat suka!

handmade ok!

by other people

in other words

hasil pembelian

HAHA.

Asmara

2011-12-18T07:10:00.000-08:00

awww..

Oh begini rasanya
Hatiku sengsara
Mengingat dia hatiku luka
Kerna tergoda oleh cinta

Oh begini rasanya
Hatiku sengsara
Mengingat dia hatiku luka
Kerna tergoda oleh cinta

Diri sanggup membela
Kepada saya, yang sengsara

Diri sanggup membela
Kepada saya, yang sengsara

Oh asmara banyaklah pengaruhnya
Manusia hidup dalam bahayanya

Oh cinta itu memang satu penggoda
Kita harus tahu menjaga
Agar hidup mulia

the best part

2011-12-17T05:55:00.000-08:00

simple

when family understands you as a friend

and friends support you as your family

tak semestinya kena terima

2011-12-16T07:28:00.000-08:00

lantak la apa nak jadi

yang penting confident

jangan gelabah

didn't want to look uncool

how i spent my weekend

2011-12-14T06:08:00.000-08:00

such funny things happens

dreaming while awaken

2011-12-10T08:50:00.000-08:00

wait and wait and wait

patiently

please step forward

3situations in 1posts

2011-12-09T07:45:00.000-08:00

just this once

i wanna let all my anger out

and i really don't want any of you reading this

but i really need to let it all out.

sorry guys..

.BULLSHIT.

.MULUT PUAKA.

kedekut ilmu,

tak kemana!

bertuah lah siapa dapat kawan macam kau.

2011-12-08T02:58:00.000-08:00

bagus sangat lah kan,

carilah aku bila susah,

take advantage atas kebaikan aku,

bila dah senang jangan ingat aku,

pergilah dekat kawan yang fun, yang tak membosankan macam aku ni.

i've had enough.

you are not the type of person that i should care anymore.

yeah it's nice

2011-12-06T17:49:00.000-08:00

i watched this some old movies,

this music was played through the happy ending scene,

i really liked this song.

simple words and meanings.

its soothing me.

suitable for those who's in love.

something about it

2011-12-05T02:15:00.000-08:00

i never knew i make different kind of weird faces

until my friends notice it

i thought i only knew how to make

the serious angry faces.

perhaps i tend to be like that with someone that i am really comfortable with.

yes i'm seriously not the same with someone i'm comfortable with.

4minute

2011-12-03T23:06:00.000-08:00

kembaq cheq perform

gonna get over you

2011-12-03T01:43:00.000-08:00

goodbye
should be saying that to you by now,
shouldn't I?
Laying down the law that I live by,
though maybe next time,
I've got a thick tongue,
brimming with the words that go unsung,
simmer than the burn for a someone,
A WRONG ONE.

and I tell myself to let the story end,
MY HEART will rest in someone else's hand.
my 'WHY NOT ME?' philosophy began,
and I say

Oh, how am I gonna get over you?
I'll be ALRIGHT, just not tonight
someday, oh i wish you'd want me to stay.
I'll be alright, just not tonight,
SOMEDAY.

maybe is a vicious little word that can SLAY me,
keep me when I'm HURTING and make me,
hang from YOUR HANDS.

well NO MORE,
I won't BEG to buy a shot at your back door,
if I make it at the THOUGHT OF YOU, WHAT FOR?
It's not me anymore.

I'm not the girl that I INTEND TO BE,
I dare you darling, just you WAIT AND SEE,
but this time NOT FOR YOU but just FOR ME,

someday,
say it's coming soon,
someday WITHOUT YOU,
all I can do is get me PAST THE GHOST OF YOU,
wave GOODBYE to me,
I WON'T SAY I'M SORRY,
I'll be alright once I find the OTHER SIDE OF SOMEDAY,

how am i gonna get over you,
I'll be alright, just not tonight,
someday,
oh i wish you'd want me to stay,
I'll be alright, just not tonight
BUT SOMEDAY....

2011-12-02T21:57:00.001-08:00

i really really need

a headphone with a mic

really!

nak hampir final dah

2011-12-02T03:35:00.000-08:00

assignment dan projek yang perlu dibuat menimbun,

still tak settle.

fullstop.

punyalah bersungguh aku buat article,

start 3 hari lepas,

ingatkan dah byk la word tu,

rupanya baru nak reach 1000 words,

haishh..

gi mana ni?

nak kena tambah lagi 3 hari ke baru complete 2500 words,

perlukah buat article yang panjang dengan isi meleret leret,

rather than

article yang pendek tapi full of isi yang compact.

dugeun dugeun

2011-12-01T07:04:00.001-08:00

alahan

2011-11-30T15:56:00.000-08:00

pernah tak rasa bengang?

bila tak tau badan alergik pada apa?

i eat something,

then the next morning,

i got sick.

and i can't remember it clearly what i eat.

dan aku tak tau aku alergik to what,

dan itu menyebabkan,

aku berjaga jaga bila nk mkn,

pengalaman begini

sungguh tidak menyeronokkan!

2011-11-30T01:36:00.000-08:00

when love is observe

love is preserved

all time

2011-11-29T07:07:00.000-08:00

i'm IMPORTANT.

don't say i'm not.

letihnya kalau hari-hari macam ni..

2011-11-27T06:04:00.000-08:00

problem lain tolak tepi,

nak bengang2, tak puas hati tggu nnt habis sem,

nak berseronok sakan tunggu bila dah settle semua.

argghhh!!!

(screaming out loud)

final final final

kepala makin serabut,

fikir nak siapkan

assignment yang memerlukan tahap pemahaman yang tinggi,

dengan masa yang suntuk,

due date pun dah dekat,

nak kena operate kerja-kerja secepat yang mungkin,

harap-harap everything is going to be smooth and okay.

insyaAllah amin...

fighting!!

'ya Allah, berikanlah hambaMu ini kekuatan dan kudrat supaya dapat diselesaikan urusanku.Dan permudahkanlah bagi kami segala urusan kami.'

hari ni punya alkisah

2011-11-23T09:32:00.000-08:00

just for fun..

mintak maap la, saya memang macam ni..

kenapalah orang suka sangat nak sound orang lain melalui seseorang,

kau bengang, kau sound direct dengan dia lah,

tak pyh nk suruh tukang tego,

nanti tak pasal pasal sebab kau, dia dengan tukang tego tu tarik muka,

siapa nak settle lepas tu?,

always put the blame on others than diri sendiri,

nak keje senang aje,

lagi suka tengok orang lain dapat susah,

kalau dah tua tu buat cara dah tua, bawak bawak la perangai elok elok sikit

barulah ada point kau nak orang respek kau.

nak beralah pun kau taknak.

kalau perangai haram yang kau tunjuk,

memang tak mungkin lah aku nak respek ko.

sekian.

by the way, aku memang tak suka dengan orang macam kau.

tapi disebabkan aku diajar untuk hormat orang, aku cuba untuk tak kurang ajar sangat dgn kau.

the end.

wait, dan aku berdoa moga moga hati kau tu terbuka sikit untuk belajar cara hormat orang lain jugak.

really..ending.

oppss..

ada lagi,

kadang kadang perlu jugak untuk berhati kering.

bermuka tidak ada perasaan atau respon.

so that we can hide the real feelings.

ok..this is the ending.

another things,

dari segi harta

orang cakap jangan pilih bakal suami yang kedekut,

tak kiralah dengan siapa.

nanti barang keperluan pun dia berkira.

kalau pilih bakal isteri yang kedekut digalakkan,

kerana

kelak harta sepencarian tidak dibazirkan dengan membeli

barang-barang yang tidak diperlukan.

habis dah cerita.

mood test, final, result..rindu padamu

2011-11-18T06:42:00.000-08:00

sejak dua minggu yang lalu

hobi bermain game menjadi jadi

susah nak tinggalkan bila mana game dihujung jari

masa tidur pun sudah semakin awal

tak tau la bila nak sedar

satgi kene remind, sedar kejap

pastu merewang balik

haiyoooo

berdebat sakanlah nanti aku sorang sorang

i miss my family already!

dear my first

2011-11-16T06:39:00.000-08:00

darling..

i want it this way

THE THINGS YOU DO..

2011-11-15T04:45:00.000-08:00

I'M A KIND PERSON AND GENEROUS

SO,

I GIVE YOU A POT, SOME SOIL AND FERTILIZERS

BECAUSE

YOU HAVE PLANTED THE HATEFUL SEEDS

AT THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART

MY ADVISE TO YOU

LET IT GROW BIGGER AS YOU WISH

UNTIL YOU DECIDED TO CHANGE IT INTO A BEAUTIFUL FLOWER.

2011-11-14T06:40:00.000-08:00

jangan nak condemned minat orang lain,

ada paham?

shut up!

i like their songs

2NE1

a woman doesn't have a specific guide to understand them..

2011-11-11T08:50:00.000-08:00

benarlah kata mama,

dunia ini ibarat roda, begitu juga kitaran hidup,

sekali kita di atas, kemudian di bawah pula,

kenalah berhati hati dan sentiasa bersedia untuk menghadapi saat kejatuhan,

so was karma,

cara kita melayan orang,

kalau baik, baiklah jadinya,

begitu juga sebaliknya,

"Barangsiapa memperbaiki hubungannya dengan Allah, maka Allah akan menyempurnakan hubungan-Nya dengan orang tersebut".

ada kawan lama menegur.." eh shira, kau dah matang la.."

dlm hati aku cakap " ok aku dah berubah"

it's a good thing right?..

cara berfikir..
tp ada jugak cakap i'm still the same..

maybe maksod die cara bertutur kot.

cara aku bercakap mcm org yg lurus bendol? annoying? kasar? straight forward?..haha =D

dan aku sangat takot kalau org cakap " shira dah lain"

in a bad way..huhuu ='(

whatever it is,

after this and so on

i will try my best to keep changing the way i am to a better me..

and learn to know..dah orang taknak kita tak payah terhegeh2.

aja aja hwaiting!!

mengeluh panjang..

2011-11-10T06:20:00.001-08:00

bila susah hati

semua benda buat tak jadi

i should start focusing to one objective

that is

hidup senang, aman, tenteram.

talented boy

2011-11-10T04:28:00.000-08:00

ehem!

2011-11-08T04:15:00.000-08:00

harini tiba tiba rasa nak makan pasta,

then search la all recipes dalam internet,

dan semuanya agak rumit dan susah,

nak beli yg ready made punya sauce tu my mom tak kasi,

isu halal diragui,

last 2 weeks i bought this italian herbs which consists basil, rosemary, oregano, etc.

in case, kalau teringin nak makan boleh la masak.

my aunt selalu buat,

so i copied the ingredients which are important for the sauce.

first attempt

success!

dan inilah hasilnya,

traditional spaghetti

rupanya agak pucat sikit..hehe

if i was a wealthy girl

2011-11-06T22:03:00.000-08:00

enjoy!

love is better than gold

though..who doesn't want to get rich?!!

2011-11-06T04:27:00.001-08:00

Just wait,

you'll get karma soon!

stars and moon

2011-11-02T22:20:00.000-07:00

sometimes it lasts in love

but sometimes it hurts instead

over the top

2011-11-02T00:38:00.000-07:00

itulah kau

orang dah pesan jangan

kau degil

rasalah akibatnya sekarang

silly me..

2011-10-29T07:44:00.000-07:00

i really should remember what is my original purpose

i always forget it

grab it!

2011-10-29T00:31:00.000-07:00

wow!

there are hot girls are hitting on you

you should really think twice to be a single person

or get attached to the same person who never really into you.

I'm a bad boy, but nice

SISTAR 19

2011-10-28T08:41:00.000-07:00

baby stop breaking my heart

you heard me?

no more next time

i hope you got that boy..

hey girls it's gonna be alright

hey better make it right

hey girls we got your back

saja nak announce public =)

2011-10-27T06:25:00.000-07:00

sometimes i'm not follow what you're saying

but i always love you

p/s: sakit tekak gelakkan orang kuat kuat, sorry la ye 'orang'.

alamak!

2011-10-27T04:26:00.000-07:00

first trial using torrent download movies

berjanggut tunggu nak siap download.

tapi berbaloi la jugak

nak harap orang download kan sampai bila ye dakk?

bukan semua yang sudi ~ ayat sentap, harap maklum (hahaha)

kalaulah...

2011-10-25T02:37:00.000-07:00

orang cakap kalau kita selalu terserempak dengan strangers yang sama berulang kali

itu maknanya jodoh kita dengan dia dekat..

hmmm...

kisah dongeng

2011-10-24T08:44:00.001-07:00

tips tips

2011-10-24T06:27:00.000-07:00

manfaat makan makanan pedas untuk kesihatan

1) Menurunkan berat badan
2) Menyihatkan jantung
3) Menurunkan Tekanan Darah
4) Mengurangkan stress

*jangan berlebihan dikhuatiri akan menyebabkan buasir.

i'm so over it

2011-10-23T09:27:00.001-07:00

2011-10-22T23:25:00.000-07:00

watched it again and again

Georgia Groome as Georgia Nicolson : she is the main lead of the movie. A 14-years old girl who is in love with Robbie.

Aaron Johnson as Robbie : he is Georgia's love interest, has a band called Stiff Dylans. He is Lindsay's boyfriend but secretly likes Georgia.

movies line

2011-10-22T09:40:00.000-07:00

I already feel fed-up with them

and

I haven't had anything to do with them yet - Georgia Nicolson

susah hati

2011-10-22T08:53:00.000-07:00

crying may not be the best solutions

but it is the best reliever.

hobi baru

2011-10-21T07:48:00.000-07:00

learn how to detect lies..

seronok ni..

boleh jadi penyiasat persendirian

buka bisnes

tekan lah

suweeett sangat!

2011-10-21T03:19:00.000-07:00

kring kring 2

2011-10-20T18:01:00.000-07:00

nak tau?

once i said i hate you.

i really am hating you right now.

but not really,

sebab aku susah nak benci orang.

tapi kalau aku kata aku menyampah,

i said i'm sick off you,

it means

i still want you to take part in my life

no matter how awful you were.

susah nak percaya..

2011-10-20T08:49:00.000-07:00

DECEMBER=BEAUTY
this straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous.Patriotic.Competitive in everything.Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty.Ambitious.Influential in organizations.Fun to be with.Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness.Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas.Sensitive.Active mind.Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants.Stubborn and hard-hearted.Strong-willed and highly motivated.Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.Beautiful physically and mentally.Firm Standpoint.Needs no motivation.Shy towards opposite sex.Easily consoled.Systematic(left brain).Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance.Understanding.Sickneaa usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts.Loves travelling.Dislike being at home.Restless.having many children.Hardworking.High spirited.

nampak sangat byk negatif dari positif nya..

korean music pop

2011-10-19T04:07:00.000-07:00

mereka semakin matang

dan lebih professional

~~+ hot and sexy~~

girls generation-the boys

2ne1- i am the best

sharing is caring

2011-10-18T02:49:00.000-07:00

memangla sharing itu bagus..

tapi kalau kita share brg dgn org yang buat taik dgn kita

perlu ke kita buat baik dgn dia?

dan

perlukah buat sesuatu pekerjaan dengan cara yang tak ikhlas dan memerli?

dah kalau rasa tak puas hati, cubalah tegur elok2

susah sgt ke?..ko cakap je kt org tu..lepas tu kalau dia nak ikot ke tak lantak dia la

urusan dia nk menjawab kat akhirat nnt.

kan kan?

oh!

ada saja perkara yang membuatkan saya runsing hari ini

dengan problem dkt fac lagi, balik rumah pun nak ade masalah gak ke..

nasib badan.

enjoy this...

fiction

garangnya..

2011-10-17T21:47:00.000-07:00

jadual sem ini sangat sangat best!

byk kelapangan

sampai hobi baru sem ni ialah tido
takde kaitan pun dgn tajuk :)

cubaan

2011-10-17T03:18:00.000-07:00

No matter how much u love & care for someone,

sometimes u have to walk away

from negative people and their drama for your own peace of mind.

p/s : click and hold left mouse, highlight all the white line.

great!

2011-10-16T03:56:00.000-07:00

maybe some are good..

don't worry

Big Jerk

2011-10-15T17:14:00.000-07:00

had a crush on someone? Liked someone whom you think likes you back when in fact he doesn't care less? or it could also be he doesn't know your existence at all? whatever it is, many people suffer from such situations, leaving them sad, hurt and depressed. The truth is, the world isn't going to end just because he doesn't feel the same way like you do; in fact,it's time to discover your own inner strength and resilience.

yeah!

2011-10-15T06:44:00.001-07:00

i suddenly change the mood whenever around my family..

i love my family!

even though they scold me every time = ='

nasibla jadi adik..

apa yang best bila keluar dgn family is that tak perlu risau pasal duit

kadang keluar dgn abg2 pon best gak

tak pyh risau keselamatan

ade bodyguard jge.

duit pon save byk

haha

oke saya rasa diri ini sangat beruntung

ade abg yg very supportive dan sentiasa belanja adik

hui..syiok!

agaknye kalau ade kakak apela rsenye

cool jgk kot!

takde kaitan pon

2011-10-14T07:13:00.000-07:00

bila weekend night

hobi : bosan, tido

duduk kat rumah

bergosip

anyone interested?

random

2011-10-13T22:36:00.000-07:00

source: taken from people's silence notes diary.*

Quiet

Silence

sound asleep

all the same meaning

the same as me

no more loud surrounding

no more thinking to do

i'm done with all those

it feels

like being in a place where there are fewer people

peaceful as it is

there's only my family, my very supportive friends, and ofcourse Maha Pencipta.

and the main happiness is that there are no YOU in it.

though, i felt sorry for you

dahla kerek dan poyo, takde adab, tak hormat org lain

suka cari pasal dgn org + kedekut pulak tu

asking money from other people, tak tau malu ke?

dahla ade rekod tak baik

konon romeo and juliet la

kalau ade cite nak heboh bagai

ko dok kutuk org lain,sedangkan ko tu sama je

cerewet PLUS memilih

nak yang 10 out of 10 je

boleh pulak perasan yang semua orang suka kat you.

kesian kesian

nak nasihat pun tak guna dah

sebab you memang tak boleh nak ubah sikap you

dari dulu sampai sekarang still annoying

walaupun aku tak kenal you dari akar umbi

i'm one of your closet friends

i still love you

so silence and patience is the solution

so that 'she' can realize it by 'herself'.

way to go!

2011-10-13T05:38:00.000-07:00

a good start

the perfect ending

2011-10-12T07:49:00.000-07:00

i used you

you used me

baguuusss!!

which i'm not

2011-10-12T02:33:00.000-07:00

i'm very evil

i think i have fallen in love

i believed in fairy tale

i am very brave

i have a husband

i get to date rich boys

my dreams comes true

i currently super rich

i have fame

my car is metallic Aston Martin Vanquish and red Lamborghini

i have 3 new houses around the world

Paris, Japan and Spain

i have so many friends across all country

everyone is so jealous of me

i killed them

Oh! the fame..

self-centred case

2011-10-11T04:26:00.000-07:00

OH!

ramai rupanya yang sedang berduka

tidak ku sangka

what to do?

pejam mata, tutup telinga

buat seperti tiada apa yang berlaku

lebih senang.

big people,small people all the same

2011-10-10T09:08:00.000-07:00

sometimes we do need to talk about other people

for our own sake

2011-10-08T23:07:00.000-07:00

.TEBALKAN.

muka

apa dapat?

.APA PUN TAKDE.

apa kes?

2011-10-08T08:21:00.000-07:00

perlukah buat dedikasi about your 'boyfriend girlfriend thingy' in live broadcast radio?

setakat nak tau boy ko sayang ko ke tak

nak bgtau kat dia yang ko syg dia, cuma you dihati i selamanya.

ayooo..bgtau depan2 la..tak pyh nk gedik gedik buang duit, telepon stesen radio semata mata nak buat dedication yang merepek tu

macamlah boy ko dgr..

org lain pon menyampah lah dgr

tanak dengar lah semua tu

zaman sekarang

relationship tu kalau boleh 1 dunia nak heboh.

2011-10-07T19:32:00.001-07:00

should i

ignore you?

2011-10-07T04:17:00.003-07:00

GUDLUCK

awak

wahai hawa

2011-10-06T20:41:00.000-07:00

SAYANGNYA ALLAH PADA PEREMPUAN

siapa kata jadi perempuan tu senang? nak kena tutup sana tutup sini,tengok lelaki,pakai baju pagoda pun org tak bising. Perempuan, stoking pun kena pakai, cuba suruh lelaki jadi perempuan sehari,konpem tak tahan bertutup semua, tapi perempuan cool je. Tengah panas pun boleh lagi pakai jubah, hebat kan perempuan?.

siapa kata jadi perempuan tu senang? tiap2 bulan ada penyakit, nak pergi kelas pun susah.Kalau boleh, masa tengah jalan tu nak je meraung sbb sakit. Tengok lelaki,selambe je, kadang2 setahun sekali pun susah nak sakit. Tapi perempuan hidup dengan penyakit tiap2 bulan, survive je. Tengah sakit pun boleh senyum.Hebat kan perempuan?

siapa kata jadi perempuan senang? Hati ni Allah jadikan lembut, cepat sensitif..kadang perkara yang small matter pun akan dipandang dgn serius oleh perempuan.tengok lelaki,kadang tarikh2 penting pun tak igt.bagi mereka itu perkara remeh.Dengan hati yg lembut tu perempuan dapat mengagumkan lelaki.hebat tak perempuan?

disebabkan susahnya nak jadi perempuan ni lah, ramai perempuan yg merajuk dgn Allah.Kenapa Allah lebihkan lelaki? Kenapa perempuan kena dgr ckp suami? Kenapa syurga perempuan terletak dibwh kaki suami? padahal jadi perempuan tu sangatlah susah.Bak kata org,nk jaga anak 10 lelaki lebih senang dr menjaga sorang anak perempuan. Dan disebabkan perasaan negatif ini,ramai diluar sana yg merungut,diorang pakai pakaian yg terdedah dgn alasan,'lelaki tak payah tutup pun'. diorang berani bertepuk tampar dgn lelaki,sanggup gadaikan diri sbb percaya janji manis kekasih.kesian kan kt diorang?..sanggup rosakkan diri atas alasan Allah tak adil..

tetapi..Allah adil..syurga seorang lelaki terletak dibwh ibunya.Anak lelaki kena taat kepada ibunya 3 kali lebih utama drpd ayahnya.Tengok pula bila seorang lelaki berjaya org akan ckp 'disebalik kejayaan seorang lelaki ada perempuan di belakangnya'.hebat tak Allah jadikan perempuan tu?. Masih tak adilkah Allah terhadap perempuan?.Allah sebenarnya terlampau adil dekat perempuan,sampaikan disebabkan susahnya jadi perempuan ni, perempuan senang masuk syurga. hadis: "Apabila seorang perempuan mendirikan sembahyang 5 waktu, berpuasa sebulan(Ramadhan), menjaga kehormatan dan taat kpd suami, dia akan disuruh memasuki syurga melalui mana mana pintu yang disukai".(hadis Riwayat Ahmad)

tak adilkah lagi Allah dekat perempuan?
sedarlah, betapa sayangnya Allah dekat perempuan, betapa cintanya Allah dekat perempuan. Allah jadikan perempuan tu sebagai hiasan dunia.bayangkan dunia yg besar ni, dunia yg cantik ni, perempuan jadi hiasan. Dan seindah hiasan itu adalah wanita solehah.Kesiannya kita kalau kita tolak untuk jadi seindah hiasan kn?..

sekadar perkongsian bersama
"Wahai kaum adam..hargailah wanita yg sentiasa berada disisimu..bimbinglah dia,kalau silap langkahnya, adam pun turut dapat nama di akhirat kelak..adam tegurlah hawa dgn cara yg baik dan kena dgn caranya.didiklah dia menjadi wanita solehah kerana dia adalah dari tulang rusukmu. Lindungilah dia dari fitnah dunia".

Source: facebook photo

new gadget added

2011-10-06T07:23:00.000-07:00

sejak ada speaker baru ni

bilik da macam club

party, party, party

my cute speaker

niat sebenar beli speaker ni sebab tak puas hati dgn abang,

kalau dah masok bilik dia memang pekak telinga aku,

pasang volume paling high,

ni biar aku plak,

challenge sikit sape punye speaker lagi kuat,

haha

habisla..lepas ni membebel la my mom..

anak anak clubbing dalam bilik..

well at least tak salah kan..

dari melepak lepak kat club.. =)

outing

2011-10-06T07:13:00.000-07:00

having fun with friends meant a lot to me

all stress came out

i could scream as loud as i can

sara, fatin, nadia

sangat seronok keluar dengan kamu semua

walaupun semua tak dapat join

tetap best

kita main boling

oh well..aku tak reti main bowling ok..

suruh la macamana pun

bola bowling tu tetap nak menempek kat longkang tu.

HAHA

then, we all testing vocal

haha..karok la apa lagi..

(no pictures to display ^_^)

melalak-lalak kat situ

crazy dance

pretty awesome!

rse macam beban hilang separuh.

selepas itu,

main ni

test power score basket bpe byk.

great day..

next time pegi lagi rmi lg fun.

merry happy

2011-10-06T06:01:00.000-07:00

but you obviously,

you didn't want to stick around

so i learnt from you

these words i hope u listen..

2011-10-05T23:46:00.000-07:00

otoke otoke

buzz

2011-10-05T04:33:00.000-07:00

1) i've been left out

2) you don't have to treat me as i were yours

3) give me a sign

4) don't make my heart grew bigger towards you

5) i wish the distance doesn't make me weird

dear family and friends

2011-10-04T05:07:00.000-07:00

AFTER ALLAH S.W.T. and RASULULLAH S.A.W

of course

beware

2011-10-04T04:53:00.001-07:00